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Okay so I feel like this won't fit for some reason and then I click preview and it fits almost perfectly! this makes me reasonably happy, except the lack of width on the actual post does not, and couple that with the fact that if I press ENTER it doesn't necessarily start a new line and it means that there's probably going to be more changes and such. Still I'm liking this, and probably will stick with it for maybe a post more before I throw my hands up in frustration and then make an entirely new one. 

Now anyway I'm going to try and find a topic for this blog post (and if you haven't noticed I found a way to get the text to ENTER, you have to use compose, or else show a specific code I don't want to type every time I want to start a new paragraph. Hope you understand). So instead of looking it up I'm tempted to write, however I've been reading some amazing writing and I feel like all of mind will uhmm (searches for a good way to say this) be like; you're starving and in the desert, and haven't eaten in three days, and you're craving food, now my writing would be like giving that person a piece of gum, and their writing would be like inviting them into your air conditioned mansion and treating them to all of their desires.

So are you seeing the difference and the problem I have with my writing. I'll only give you a few sentences so you don't have to suffer as I'm trying not to make this a site where I force people to read nonsense stories.

I felt open, completely open, a way that spread out my heart and wings. I felt my wings stretch out far as it caught wind, but what was more exhilarating was the way my heart pounded, and my entire mind floated out onto the skies. I hated these moment, I hated the way the angst I had to feel at returning. I hated these moments, but still my heart protested it. As it bound against the way my mind reminded it; freedom. And then it added; impossible.

Anyway I honestly do believe that freedom is impossible. For one we're humans, and the way the world is set up you can't really be free. I mean you could be a homeless person and have no schedule or anything; but in the end we are alive and to continue we are bound by the necessity of having to eat and drink and well there is a list, but I'm too lazy to look it up.

So sometimes this is why I feel so constrained and I spend weeks writing nothing, or spend days procrastinating on homework or something.

Standard Posty Table

So I realize that I've been switching up a lot as far as my post tables go, and that is the tiniest bit annoying. That is because well I don't want to have to make a new one every single time, even if the variety is nice. So I was thinking; what about a standard posty table?! Now there's an amazing idea, except (of course yah know), but they change with the topic. And that's a good thing. So I was thinking, how about I share a picture with a quote to you (which takes less effort because I can use picasa instead of gimp, anther blog post I may explain other stuff), and then have one standard posty table. However now I come to the dilemma, what do I want?

I don't like sharing personal stuff about myself, and yet I want something that signifies me. So what do we want, what do I want, and what is going to happen. Well I don't want to bore you just share some thoughts. So without further ado, I will



Tell you all the things that I think are wrong with this quote ;) Well there are some good things, some nuggets of truth and inspiration you should take from this. I don't think that it all needs to be blacked out, but sometimes I do this, like to contradict quotes. Because someone telling me exactly what I want to do with my life, and how I want to live; I just find it a bit annoying.

Still list:

1) there's an ocean of sorrow, forget rain
2) be strong, or have hope?
3) stormy doesn't mean it's raining, it can also be a giant cloud of doom
4) just because there haven't been documented cases of it raining forever
5) the rainforest!
6) it isn't the storm or the rain that weakens us

Morals hmmm

Soooooooooo througout life have morals not been stressed to you?
Right not Wrong
Up not Down
Life not Death
Good not Evil
White not Black
Mercy not Merciless
Love not Hate
And yet we still break them.
And of course there are exceptions. Because so and so deserved this....And this and that....And ; Well you know....
So for as many morals (which in themselves are debatable beings) we have those who will forever break them and as many excuses for those who in the end still want to 'atone'. But is not that something for the individual themselves to decide. And as for being cliche well I'm about to go to an entirely other level.
The ultimate excuse; the ultimate moral; the most cliche phrase usable
"Be true to who you are"
Oh my word, did I just say it? Okay well yes I did. And to some level it is the truth. That is the excuse, because we are all (hopefully here, or please werewolf reveal yourself) humans here. So we are all theoretically capable of making our own judgement calls as to what the situation might require. Will it break your kindergarden rules if you're thinking about it, probably.
But hey here's my perspective on it (and if you're innocent you won't get this)
Life isn't make by keeping your hands to yourself.
Now that doesn't mean to go invade other people's privacy, and I'm not saying to throw your morals out the window, but think of them as stories. You can take what you want out of them, and then you will suffer the consequences.

Whaaaaaaaaaat?!?!?!?!?!

Check this out!  Okay so that should take you to the website with this url: https://support.google.com/blogger/answer/6177281?p=policy_update&rd=1

Anyway, when I saw this I was immediately thinking "Why is this on my blogger screen?" I wanted to check to make sure that I didn't have anything that would be flagged on my blog until I thought; why would I? Of course I wouldn't. But that aside I was wondering what exactly could be considered something that would violate people viewing the web so much?

I mean people are so easily offended. But is this so much a question of being offended or what most people see as basic things as being human? Because if it's about offensive topics;



Seeing anything like this would seriously offend me if it were actually being used as something that I was encouraged to do. I would probably stop looking at that person's blog, and there are all sorts of graphic and disturbing images of wolves being hunted. Still that doesn't fit in with the human aspect of this. Of say showing... other stuff.

And in line with that would



Say showing this picture from an anime deeply disturb some people? (btw I loved this anime, and he's a breastroker, so yeah.) I personally don't find this offensive, but I can see where a lot of people might dislike it and see it as inappropriate. I mean don't we think badly of the guys who decide to run without shirts on in really hot weather? Get a shirt on, it's in public!

And the truth of the matter is that our blogs are public. There are private settings, but the internet is a public space. And there are a lot of limitations and things that are being debated right now.

  

I can see where if someone dressed like this in real life it would be seen as inappropriate; but is the fact that it's anime make it any less so? And don't people have a right to create characters like this that consequently show a little bit of skin?

Anyway, I hope I haven't weirded anyone out too much or turned you off from this blog. I try to keep my stuff 'clean'. But I'm not going to apologize too profusely if I do want to show a few images that may be seen as controversial.

 

But in case you don't like it then I'm not going to force my opinion on you. I'll admit that life would be a lot simpler and probably somewhat better if we were all happy chilling and relaxing and enjoying life, and not worrying about making pointless (or not so much depending) stands, and insulting each other and ourselves and doing things that are extremely morally questionable to the majority of the population whether for personal reasons or personal gains. And just hanging out like this



Wow, it's kind of hard not to be scared to post something like this.....

Argh America

So this picture was probably taken in Europe. This is from a site called dawnthieves. And if you love wolves then check them out. Ehhh here's the link dawthieves link All the people here are amazing! They share their pictures for free and I don't think there's any guaranteed compensation, and as long as you're not making money off of it then you can basically go to town with their stuff. Ahh, it's people like that that make my life of stealing pictures of wolves from the web to add these words to and mess with and draw from and admire so much more fullfilling. It is not an obsession. Anyway getting sidetracked.

Most of these pictures are taken in Europe, and while I understand that America does have some redeeming qualities; uhmm by today's standards anyone want to point them out to ignorant me? No seriously, we are a melting pot, a conglomeration, and yet we've done some things we're not to proud of. Most countries have. And yet while we try overly hard to make up for it the problems now seem more severe than they did back when we were killing each other.

Anyway, there are wolf conservation centers here in the U.S.A. so I haven't completely condemned my country yet! Still in this site I'm just not seeing a lot of wolves that are found in the U.S.' national parks and conservation centers, and education programs. Maybe I haven't been looking hard enough, still it seems like America is still on the fence about wolves.

It's hard for me to understand anyone who truly believes that wolves are anything but wild, beautiful, amazing, and cute (well don't tell them I said that!) creatures. I don't see much of the risk I suppose typing here, but still even just looking at the facts they are not really in the favor of either side. Wolves are predators, they do kill livestock. But wolves are not regular man hunters, the most that could be said for that is that they are scavengers.

Anyway, two thoughts to leave you with today, and sorry it's so scattered seeing as I'm doing this later at night.

1. Why does America not have as much representation as far as wolves go. We seem to be between knowing that we can exterminate them all and wanting to quiet up the people telling us to, and being 'eco friends' and holding paws with them behind fences.

2. What is your opinion on large predators? They might be endangered but they still pose risks, and yet there is a certain beauty in them when you see that shot someone took weeks to find, and many still think; what magnificent creatures.

Not the Best Hobby

So I have this entirely unhealthy hobby of creating little tables like this; only much much better. This is something I did quick and it took about ten minutes. Later I might give a little tutorial on how to make something like this, as well as how to do the pictures (this is from Dawnthieves by the way) and the people providing it are AMAZING! I recently found it and am shamelessly in love with the place. Check it out, it's wolves and big cats, and even have some lynxes and foxes on that place. Anyway, I'll do this for other people, and I'll do it for myself. Whenever I have the inspiration and the site allows it I'll try to use some html code here and there. I wish that I posted here more often and definitely will try to! No promises. On a different note don't you think this black wolf is amazing. It is one wolf from the wolf science center. I would desperately like to go to europe, specifically germany and other places with wolf centers open to people who like to take pictures. But I'll have to settle for somewhere in the US. Still it is a dream of mine to finally meet a real wolf, and if I could actually meet it; I think that'd be amazing. I know I'm getting my hopes up, because part of the reason I love wolves is that they are free spirits. Ever adapting and changing and yet never bending to man's will. I think they're rather amazing creatures, but it's fairly unrealistic to actually be able to meet a wolf! Ah well I'll continue to dream. I like this html thing, and blogger really is great for letting people code a post and if you're advanced enough (not me) code their own sites. It's a lot of fun, and it allows me to do a variety of things, and feel like I have complete freedom. It's a hobby, and nothing more, it's not like blogging here or writing or school. But still it is fun to enjoy it. And if you ever feel like it check out some html coding, there are some amazing people much more skillful than me who would be happy to share their skills. Right now I'll leave you with a small piece of code for you to play around with!

Try to put the<> tags on! div align="center" div style="background-color: black; border-radius: 10px; height: 300px; overflow: auto; width: 400px;" Words /div /div